february 16, 2008
i thought that would be the sign that we will be starting new love!!!
i thought you love me again when you kissed me, even that kiss make me look cheap..
i thought everything will be normal again for us…
i am such a stupid lady here waiting for you to love me too..
i thought that everything’ s will be fine when i kiss you back..
hell!!!i was so moronic when i think about all of this..
shoot!!!damn it when you said that I haven’ t really change…
how come you can judge me that i can’ t love you for some circumstances!!!
remember that when i loved you first we didn’t even met???
how dare you to judge me??!!
you are so hard!!
you are so damn numb!!!
you always hurt me in your simple exploits!!!
you always hurt me with your simple terms!!!
you’re right we really don’t know each other that felicitously..
what should i anticipate apropos of this relationship??
so much pain
so much hope in vain??
I wonder do My God wanted me to perceive all of these agony???
these anguish,
these suffering,
these torment,
these torture and
these harm??
that you caused me
when the day that i started to love you??
God’s right.
He would not let me fall
even when you let go of me
He’s always there to grapple me
when it seems that you turn your back on me…
He’s right even if it will hurt me so…
i have to let you go
au revoir, au revoir…
i am setting you free…
your free… do whatever you want…
but please…
if you still love me,
just say so…
don’t let me bide in vain…
i ‘m not that tough
i cant flourish that much…
adiue…
