I think I could rest upon your shoulder now… December 22nd, 2008
You don’t have to worry as if i’m your baby..
it makes it harder for me to say goodbye
all the time you protect me from falling for him..
all the time you waited for me..
you give the rest of your time after working to read my silly thoughts
you understand my confusion
you understand me eventhough i hurt you a lot…
I m saying things out of the blue just to hurt you and make you go away..
but deep inside you know i don’t mean it…
it’s just that whatever i do i couldn’t make you go away…
it always make you stick around…
We were friends since Highschool and you had never leave me since then..
i hate hurting you that much and i hate loving you so much..
it make things complicated for the two of us…
since the day you went to england to pursue your dreams,
i felt something inside of me went away with you….
Rob everything is fine now…dont worry bout me…
I want to spend time thinking of us thinking about us…
I hope I can see you again this new year…
